Yesterday night a sparrow lil'
came and sat on my windowsill,
she listened carefully to all that my heart had to say
and now she comes and sings to you the story from the past till today ...
I want to become a doctor, mamma, she used to say,
na beta it's very tough her mamma tried to scare the thought away.
So what? I will try my best
and let God decide the rest.
The triggering factor was that her grandma wanted her to be a doctor,
someone important next to the creator.
When other gurls used to play other gurlie games she did not join the rest,
she used to hold a plastic stethoscope to her grandmas chest.
Take a deep breath grandma she used to say,
one day her grandma took a last deep breath and passed away.
She was not a brilliant student but she worked day and night,
her father wanted her to be computer engineer as he thought it was just right.
So she did engineering for two months or so but her heart was not in it,
finally things were too much and she decided it was time to quit.
She got admission in M.B.B.S. as per her wish,
her mamma said your marriage would be delayed if you did this.
She was not worried about getting married some day
because she was going to become a doctor one day...
But destiny had a lil different matter in store for her,
it came out in forefront in form of professor who tried to molest her.
From then on began the nightmare,
how much she was in pain no one was aware.
Finally she changed her college and continued the course,
but fate was not yet done with her of course!
Her second year was smooth till destiny decided to play its game,
she fell short of following some rules and regulations but it was not her to blame.
She did not know what to do and still she pays for the same,
waiting for the destiny to finish its game.
She has a step to take tomorrow
and she put all her faith in me, the lil sparrow.
She told me to carry her word to God and pray for her,
I told her not only me everyone will pray for her,
she is convinced but a lil worried still,
drop in a message and tell her, yes you will.
Lil' sparrow
Written on 12th December 2005 / 8:38 am IST